Interview on Monday

The news of late: if you haven't heard, I have been offered the job at the lab. I hate it that I wasn't jumping up and down with joy. A job, a real job with benefits, vacation, sick leave and all that good stuff. So why I am not more excited about this offer? Simply said: 2nd Shift. The hours are from 2:30pm to 11:00pm. You can all probably figure out the rest of the complaints. But some of the biggest concerns are time for Dan and me to spend together. Family time will be reduced to weekends only and I really love having dinner every night with the family, sitting down, saying prayers with Josiah saying "amen" 3 or 4times throughout each prayer. I think that is so important for a family. A family who eats together, stays together...or something like that. I don't want to have to give that up. Yes, I will see Josiah in the morning and Dan after work, since he stays up playing video games until midnight everynight anyway. But no more snuggling with Josiah before bedtime (my favorite time of the day with Josiah). I will just have to learn to love the snuggles in the morning.

But another major concern is that Dan's job requires him to be on-call one week a month and sometimes works late during the week. So I am not sure how we are going to work that out. Our day care is only open until 5:30. Granted, Dan is supposed to get out of work at 4:00 every day, but that rarely ever happens and the days when he can't make it by 5:30, what then?? Kim has kids of her own that are very busy with sports right now and I am not sure what we will do. I don't even know how many days a week Dan is late coming home or how often he will be called out on board ups in the evening. Maybe this won't even be a problem and I have worried for nothing. These are our main concerns right now.

I have not accepted the job offer because I have an interview at the place I started temping 2 weeks ago on Monday at 3:00pm. I went to them when I had been offered the lab job and asked if I was in the running for the "Enrollment Specialist"position. I have been basically training to do some of the work that this position is responsible for. So I do have some of the specific skills that they need along with all of the skills I have been honing for the past 10 years. I also really like all the people that work there. They have been so welcoming and supportive. The hours would be my dream hours 9-5 (1 hour paid lunch). Unbelievable benefits! The kind that you don't pay for much of anything ever. Basically, this job, seems to me to be my "dream" job. Work that I know I can do but still be challenged daily, awsome hours, unbelievable benefits (did I already say that) and great people to work with.

However, there were 200 applicants and out of 200 people, the two doing the interviewing selected 3 of the same people as candidates to interview, not including me. Does that mean anything really? I don't know! But it sure makes me feel like I need to kick butt in the interview. So I have been doing everything I can to prepare for this interview. In the end it will all come down to what comes out of my mouth on the day of the interview. :) God be with me!!!!!!! And all the extra prayers will be much welcomed.

So Monday at 3:00pm, PLEASE PRAY!!!!

The great part about going into this interview on Monday is knowing that I will have a job no matter what, it's just that I am not sure which job God has in mind for me! The road that seems to be paved with gold, the "easy" road, or what appears to be...or the hard road, or what appears to be the hard road. I don't know which is which anymore. So I just pray that God makes it very clear to me this time which road I am supposed to take, because I have not picked the right road for a very long time....or I have picked the exact road I was supposed to be on, "the hard road" and now I am going to get to enjoy "the not-quite-so hard road". It sounds nice anyway! Neither pay very well, so financially they will both be hard roads no matter how you look at it! So after that long rant of non-sensical bable! I just pray that I hear God's guidance for the interview and the decisions that follow!

Thanks for listening to a hole lot of non-nense :)